Dead boy’s poem

Born from silence, silence full of it
A perfect concert my best friend
So much to live for, so much to die for
If only my heart had a home
Sing what you can’t say
Forget what you can`t play
Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
Walk within my poetry, this dying music
– My loveletter to nobody

[…]

“If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it

Remember only the verse, songmaker`s cry, the one without tears
For I`ve given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother`s lap, chance for immortality
Where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life”

“Teach me passion for I fear it`s gone

Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me… I`m sorry
Time will tell (this bitter farewell)
I live no more to shame nor me nor you

And you… I wish I didn`t feel for you anymore…”